I have been spending the last few days asking people questions around how you experience creating art/mathematical art, how does doing art/mathematical art change the way you look at the world and if art could help students reconnect with being curious and asking questions to satisfy their own curiosity. I think that answering the question myself could be a good way to end this conference.
How did I feel when I created my poem? How did I live the experience?
I was happy to have to dedicate time to write a mathematical poem for the conference. I have always enjoyed poetry, and I used to write poems more in the past years. Although I knew I would dread the moment I would have to share my poem, because I had never really shared any of my poems before.
I decided to create a poem that was meaningful to me and my students. I like mathematical arts because it allows me to be whole when doing mathematics and doing it with meaning. The process of writing it went smoothly and I can say that I reached a state of flow when I would not see the time fly. Unlike many presenters this week, I am not obsessed with mathematical poems, but that might be because my obsession is about teaching mathematics. I think that it is normal that not everyone develops an obsession with mathematical art.
What struck me the most is how proud I was for pushing myself to do something completely out of my comfort zone. It was already challenging to send my poem to Sarah, reading it in front of an audience was terrifying! But I did it, and now I feel more resilient; I feel like I am stronger in a way that I know I can overcome challenges and difficulties.
This sense of resilience, confidence, and strength is exactly what my students would benefit from. I feel like art could give them an ‘easier’ (with less pressure) entryway to challenge themselves, notice that they can overcome difficulties, and hopefully give them the confidence to start tackling problems more easily.
How does my interest in mathematics and arts change the way I see the world?
The dualistic worldview defines ‘pure’ and ‘true’ knowledge as knowledge only coming from the realm of thoughts. It thus separates the mind from the rest of what makes us human beings (body, heart, and soul). I never enjoyed mathematics that seemed meaningless and did not seem beautiful or mystical to me. I think that the dualistic worldview hegemonic in mathematics is narrowing ones’ perspective of the world. I like having interests in both domains, because I can build on their strengths. I know I have the critical and mathematical knowledge required to ask questions when something seems wrong. And I also know I can use different mediums of communication (arts) to convey my message. I feel that having an interest in the arts makes me more inclined to appreciate the beauty of mathematics. And being so good at finding patterns makes me more inclined to appreciate how an artist decides to convey a message. Finally, I think that having interest in arts makes me more empathic toward people, and I can use that empathy more easily within mathematics.